Fear Keeps Me From Clarifying The Facts

by a practitioner from Russia

For a long period of time, I had a psychological barrier about giving away truth-clarification materials to Chinese, since few of them would like to accept the materials from my hands. I knew that it was my fear that made me have this psychological barrier. On one hand, I was afraid that people might reject my offer; on the other, I feared that they might misunderstand me because I didn’t speak Chinese and was unable to clarify the truth to them. What made me feel even more frightened was that my failure to communicate with them and change their attitude towards Dafa might lead to bad consequences for them [as a result of the principles of karmic retriubtuion]. This kind of thought made me feel extremely uneasy, and I just didn’t know how to deal with it.

Recently, when giving away truth-clarification materials at a train station, I noticed that my mind was at ease and full of peacefulness. It dawned on me that my fear had gone, and I was no longer under the control of the fear. From then on, very few Chinese rejected my offer. Instead, they accepted the materials from my hands happily and in a friendly manner. I am no longer afraid of not being able to clarify the facts to them.

Translated from http://www.yuanming.net/articles/200209/12593.html