I think that about half of a year after Falun Dafas name has been restored across the world, the Chinese peoples hearts have already calmed down. They no longer shed tears or feel flushed whilst talking about Dafa. The small town here is also full of joy. In the past, my husband (a native German) always takes other peoples amicability and enthusiasm the wrong way and believes that they have hidden purposes. Therefore, he hasnt contacted with anyone around him for eight years. Now people greet him automatically and admire that a member of his family practiced Falun Dafa. Everyone holds him in high regard and hope that he can have some requests so that they can do something for him and help him. The more they act like this, the more my husband cant forgive himself. He feels distressed about his selfishness towards Falun Dafa.
I can see that it is my husband who brings up the idea of visiting my family in Beijing. My husband wears a new shirt which he has just bought and sits on a chair listening to other people talking with a smile upon his face. My sister-in-law stands next to him wearing a plain sweater with a flowery design. Some visitors who specially come to visit my husband sit opposite to him. I dont know who mentions my name during their talk; my husbands smile disappears right away, his eyes are red, and he closes his mouth. My sister-in-law sees it, but doesnt know what to do. Everyone is silent and the atmosphere in the house is congealed all at once... At this time, I realize that this may well be the true situation.
My husband has been doing a lot of things for Dafa at all times. Although he practices the exercises and reads Falun Dafa books in order to learn Chinese, he doesnt cultivate, nor does he believe in higher beings. My sister-in-law doesnt understand Dafa and Dafa disciples; she thinks we are stupid and cant act as the occasion dictates. After I told her the true situation about Dafa several times she read the Dafa books alone, she expressed clearly on the phone, several months ago, that she wouldnt believe the rumours and propagandas on TV and she always advises me to be more careful. A persons one thought can often decide his future. I believe that due to their attitudes towards Dafa, it results in this perception.
With regard to the guards on the internet in China, I sincerely hope you can calm your heart and think about your future well. The universal law is shown in front of you. Isnt what youve done now the worst thing? There is a proverb A waterside pavilion can firstly get the moon. You have such a good chance to come to understand Falun Dafa but fail to do so, isnt it a pity? We can try our best to help you, but the final path is decided by yourselves. To treasure Dafa is to treasure ones own future!
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