Hello everyone. My name is Martin, Im a practitioner from Poland.
I obtained the Fa in Florida through someone in a chat room about one year ago. This person was probably a practitioner. All he said was that he does a practice that really changed his life and he left the Falun Dafa web address. I was grateful, and I also felt it was meant to be like that. However, my notions prevented me from starting cultivation of Falun Dafa. After about half a year I returned to the website. It was in my hometown in Poland. I was sitting at a internet café about 3:00 a.m, then from nowhere I thought - hmm what was that website called? I opened an English search engine and typed Falun something and there it was. I quickly looked over the page and decided that I would download the book.
As I started reading the first sentences of Lunyu I was shocked. I thought - this is impossible, this cant be right, wow, I cant believe it, this knowledge actually exists. For the next couple of days I spent hours in the Internet café, downloading Falun Dafa books, articles, audio, video, and anything I could get my hands on. I think I visited almost every Falun Dafa website that was in English. While downloading one lecture I listened to another, and at the same time looked for more Dafa books. I took all the materials I had gathered and burned it on a little CD that I carried with me, since I didnt have a computer. At first, I read Zhuan Falun everywhere, in school, at my cousins house, any place that had a computer. At that time four years had past since I started looking for my life path. And I had read a lot of messy things, but looking back I feel that Master was helping me not to fall down too far and teaching me things that would allow me to make faster progress once I obtained the Fa.
Even though I am a new comer I still treat my self as a Fa-rectification disciple. Sometimes it feels hard but I know its just an illusion which I have to jump out of. I often feel that I dont do well enough, and that I am not worthy, but at the same time I remember that I must not think like that, because it is slowing me down, instead this should be an impulse that motivates me. I have to keep going and always think of the ones that may still be saved. I believe that I am still here, because I havent finished my mission. This is an arrangement and I still have the opportunity to make a big difference.
Now I would like to share some of my understandings with you about truly becoming one body.
Master said in the Fa lecture in Philadelphia: As I've said, everything that happens today in the ordinary society is the result of Dafa disciples' thoughts. Even though the old forces do exist, if you don't have those thoughts they can't do anything. When your righteous thoughts are strong enough the old forces can't do a thing
The following is my personal understanding that I would like to share with every one.
One body. What is one body? Can we become one body only by thinking about becoming one body? I think not. While reading Clearwisdom one day, while admiring the stories of fellow practitioners and the remarkable deeds of Mainland Chinese Dafa practitioners, I took a really hard look at myself. Not just at one attachment but I looked at my entirety.
This is what I saw. I saw a human who is trying to do his best for Dafa, a human who is trying to find time to read the Fa and do the exercises, a human who is trying to figure out whats the best way to inform the government and the best way to tell the people about the persecution and at the same time let them position themselves. I also saw that I have fear and that Im often nervous and worried. And then I asked myself, why is this and should this feeling take place, is it good, or is it bad? Is this how a Great Enlightend Being should feel? Then I thought no, thats not the mind of a Great Enlightened Being, thats the mind of a human. And then I reminded myself of how sometimes, when I was really in the Fa I would not worry about anything and every thing would get done almost all by itself.
My fellow practitioner gave me a nice comparison of how he feels sometimes. He said that when he feels that he is in the Fa its like in a spinning ball, he is in the very centre of the ball and he actually spins slowly though everything around him is happening really fast. Every thing happens really fast but he keeps calm and has every thing under control. But then he said that when he is not within the Fa he feels like being close to the surface of the ball, where matter and everything is just spinning and spinning. And no matter how hard he tries to put every thing in balance, he cant do it because he is fundamentally within the surface, which is everything human, and not at his centre, which is actually Dafa. So it comes down to the source of ones thoughts and the way they manifest. Are they clean or are they coming out polluted by our notions? If they come from the innermost part of us they come from the most microscopic, which is already assimilated to Dafa. If they come from the surface no matter how hard one tries to keep Dafa and ordinary life in harmony it is apt to fall apart. And I thought of myself and that its the same with me. My mind should be calm and I should not be moved or touched by anything.
I should not be moved by whatever evil things manifest around me. That doesnt mean I dont care about anything. I see it as a state of wuwei and at the same time miraculously find myself to be more effective in what I do and as a result do more to truly save sentient beings and fulfill my mission. I believe that this is part of natural gain without pursuit. I think that that is the mind of a higher being - its always calm and pure and not attached. Sentimentality is just a human emotion.
Master said in Teaching the Fa at the Washington, DC International Fa Conference: Get rid of any attachment you have, and dont think about anything. Just do everything a Dafa disciple should do, and everything will be covered.
I believe that One Body will come not because I pursue it, it will come because I will ensure that it comes about in a natural way. I will stop worrying, being scared and nervous. I have understood that if there is a problem in a group, if only one person can change he will change his whole environment. I will change my self so that my environment changes. And what is my environment? My environment is everything that relates to me, it is everything that happens around me. My house is my environment, my city is my environment, my country, your country, his country is my environment. China and the whole cosmos is my environment. So I will change myself so that the environment will change. Every thing around me that is not within Zhen-Shan-Ren is wrong, and this must be rectified. But first I have to rectify my mind I have to make it right.
Our thoughts and state of mind can change everything. It is not us physically rectifying the world and eliminating the evil forces, this all happens in different dimensions, all of it just manifests in this ordinary human society. Our special abilities and gong does this. And our gong will have the most power only if we elevate our thoughts and understanding. If we can achieve a clean and calm mind, a higher beings state of wuwei, if we can change our thoughts in the right direction this should manifest in ordinary human society. And every thing around us should change.
Master said in Teaching the Fa at the Conference in Philadelphia Fa-rectification disciples, the persecution has already come to this stage, and Dafa has already come to this stage in the Fa-rectification: what's there for us to still be afraid of? Haven't you already seen your future very well? So when it comes to those evil beings and their arrangements, as long as your righteous thoughts are strong enough you can reject them, repel them, and make them helpless
Every thing is reversed in human society. So in order to do more and help more I have to pursue less and change my thinking. Its not how much you say but what you say. Its not how much you do but how much gets done. If I totally dont acknowledge the old forces then its like they cease to exist they are helpless. If I calm down and think from the perspective of a God every thing will straighten up. I need not be worried, scared or nervous. All good beings will be saved. I believe that if we keep up with our efforts and get rid of the attachments of pursuing and getting something done and remember our true position I think good things will come and all the evil will be rectified. We are here to save all sentient beings, by letting them have a chance to position themselves, by letting them calmly decide and making the best environment for their decision. If I keep this state of mind and not worry and not be nervous or scared and remember about the truth Zhen-Shan-Ren, I will be in the Fa and naturally correct my environment.
I believe we are like the thousands of thousands of energy channels that all meet at the point of the Tianmu. We are all connected but havent yet completely reached Masters requirement of forming one body. The energy channels widen only through practice and elevating understanding. All the channels widen and thousands of thousands of energy channels become one. I think thats when the Fa will rectify the human world, when all of us Dafa Practitioners become one. When we treat ourselves like true gods, then naturally we will rectify all. There will be no room for evil, there will be no room for attachments and no loopholes. The future is formed by us and depends on us. I believe Master is waiting for us.
This is my understanding. Thank you everyone.
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