The Confession of a Security Chief

Here I want to express my heartfelt thanks, especially to the founder of Falun Gong, Master Li Hongzhi and also to my fellow Falun Dafa practitioners. The following is my account of how I was awakened in the hope that it will help others to see the truth.

Before I became a security guard, I worked at a cotton mill. I was fired because of my fighting and quarrelling with colleagues. Nobody cared about me after that and so I just wandered around drifting from place to place. Then I became more and more bad-tempered and had no self-esteem. At home I often bashed my family members. In society I would fight with and bully others. I went gambling, drinking, went to night clubs, and did everything possible that was bad. As I grew older, I found work with a security company under a local public security bureau. I found out that security guards were actually the violent tools of the evil Chinese Communist Party (CCP), who are extremely corrupt. They bullied common people while doing whatever those above told them to do. For the sake of money and property, police, security guards, and gangsters colluded with each other. After I saw all these things, I started to think about a way to change my life.

In October of 2006, I became the chief of the security department of a factory. Soon after that, I had the same dream for several days. In my dream many patients were being taken to a hospital by car. Doctors touched the patients' heads and shoulders. When they did, the patients' heads and shoulders were immediately opened with blood oozing out. After I woke up, I had a headache all day long and had bloodshot eyes. I didn't know why. I went to ask the locals at the company what the place was before the factory was built. The locals said: "It was a cemetery. Maybe something bad made you have that dream." So I burned a lot of paper money to drive out the spirit (a Chinese custom), but I nevertheless had the same dream.

There was nothing I could do. Then I told this dream to Xu, the general manager of the factory. (I later learnt that Xu is a Falun Dafa practitioner) He said: "In the factory years ago there was an elderly lady who was very sick so she had arranged everything for her death. But she started to practise Falun Dafa and recovered. As long as you genuinely want to be good and withdraw from the Communist Party or Youth League, you will be blessed."

So I withdrew from the Youth League and also withdrew for my son. Several days later I dreamt that in the west there was a whole sky of Buddha lights. A huge Buddha was waving to me. I ran to him and knelt down before him. The Buddha smiled and touched the top of my head. For seven days in a row, from December 29th to January 4th, I had the following dream: in the middle there was a muddy road and on both sides of the road were red flowers that extended as far as my eyes could see. Underneath the red flowers were small blue leaves. On the muddy road there was a person that I couldn't see clearly leading me forward. On January 5th, I dreamt that there were thunderstorms and the red flowers were covered by frost-like things which turned white, and the small blue leaves kept rising up and became very big. After I woke up I told my dream to the other security guards. They said it was strange because they only knew red flowers with green leaves, not red flowers with blue leaves.

It was during the New Year's holiday and there was nobody at the company. On January 7th, I went to see General Manager Xu and told him my dreams. He said that in the ancient prophecy books, it said: "When red flowers cover all of the roads, there will be famine all over the country." Also, "When red flowers finish blossoming, white flowers will follow." He said, "Your dream predicted the demise of the CCP (red flowers)." He said that only through cultivation of Falun Dafa can one change one's life. He also explained some principles to me. I was full of hope after I listened to what he said. I was very clear in my mind that this was what I was searching for all my life. I felt so light hearted.

Reflecting on my past life and the things I have done, I was a man who committed all sorts of sins and did all sorts of evil things for the CCP. Only through cultivation can I pay back my karma. Here I express my deepest regret and solemnly make a pledge to Master Li and Falun Dafa practitioners that I withdraw completely from this evil Party; that from now on I want to be a true practitioner and cultivate the righteous way and pay back my karma; and that I will act according to the principles set forth in the book Zhuan Falun. I will set strict requirements for myself and cultivate until I reach consummation.

My respected Master Li and my fellow practitioners, please have faith in me. I will complete my pledge through my actions.